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Eternity Roze
Приєднався 25 лют 2009
"Drops of Sunshine" (Original Emotional Lofi Vocals Music) - Paj & Roze
♡ A Personal Message From @PajCreations:
This song is near and dear to my heart. I wrote it many moons ago and left it undisturbed to rest, but every time I hear it again, it hits like the first time.
This year has been an incredibly difficult battle for me. I wrestled with diagnoses, severe bouts of suicidal ideation, massive swings in my depression and anxiety...and somewhere in that jumbled mess, I found what love means to me. Love is forgiveness. Compassion. But most of all, love is selfish.
There are times when love will be enough, and there are times when it doesn't feel worth it. Today (and hopefully every day moving forward), I choose myself. I relinquish that desperate, all-consuming passion I buried in you, and I bequeath it unto myself instead.
I am honored to have this humble little ramble of a song brought to life by someone as skillful as Roze. It's not our first time working together nor will it be our last, but I am still gobsmacked every time I give her my measly, watered-down drafts and she fleshes it out into something breathtaking and magical. Also a big thank you to those who suffered through my incessant need for feedback and my absolute naivety with drawing. Nothing here is perfect, but I find that things rarely ever are. I could polish a piece for decades, and I would still find something lacking. So, what I offer instead is my truth. My honesty and my raw, unfiltered emotions. May they strike you with the same fragile peace they brought me.
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✦Music: Drops of Sunshine
✦@PajCreations : Lyrics/Vocals/Music Composition/Art
✦@EternityRoze : Music Composition/Production/Audio Mixing/Animation
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Lyrics:
For a second, I, I could almost breathe
For a second there, I could almost see
Exactly what they mean when they say
Love can leave you lonely
Could you love me just, just a little less?
I swear, I swear | I’m telling you that that is what is best
Because
I can’t keep holding onto this
I can’t keep holding onto you
I can’t pretend that we’re the same
No matter what I say or do
I’m collecting starlight in your eyes
Drops of sunshine when you laugh
And there’s no more going back
It’s you; it’s you; it’s always been you
I can’t ask you to change who you are inside
But I deserve a love that burns like mine
Even if that means
I’m letting go of these
Drops of sunshine
This is always the way, isn’t it?
No wonder we didn’t want to love.
It hurt. It hurts, it hurts, it hurts.
You never matter as much to other people as they do to you, do you?
When are you going to be enough to make someone stay?
When are you going to be enough for you?
You can't make someone love you, you know.
Either they do, or they don’t.
You don’t get to choose.
You don’t get to make them stay.
This song is near and dear to my heart. I wrote it many moons ago and left it undisturbed to rest, but every time I hear it again, it hits like the first time.
This year has been an incredibly difficult battle for me. I wrestled with diagnoses, severe bouts of suicidal ideation, massive swings in my depression and anxiety...and somewhere in that jumbled mess, I found what love means to me. Love is forgiveness. Compassion. But most of all, love is selfish.
There are times when love will be enough, and there are times when it doesn't feel worth it. Today (and hopefully every day moving forward), I choose myself. I relinquish that desperate, all-consuming passion I buried in you, and I bequeath it unto myself instead.
I am honored to have this humble little ramble of a song brought to life by someone as skillful as Roze. It's not our first time working together nor will it be our last, but I am still gobsmacked every time I give her my measly, watered-down drafts and she fleshes it out into something breathtaking and magical. Also a big thank you to those who suffered through my incessant need for feedback and my absolute naivety with drawing. Nothing here is perfect, but I find that things rarely ever are. I could polish a piece for decades, and I would still find something lacking. So, what I offer instead is my truth. My honesty and my raw, unfiltered emotions. May they strike you with the same fragile peace they brought me.
_________________________________________
✦Music: Drops of Sunshine
✦@PajCreations : Lyrics/Vocals/Music Composition/Art
✦@EternityRoze : Music Composition/Production/Audio Mixing/Animation
_________________________________________
Lyrics:
For a second, I, I could almost breathe
For a second there, I could almost see
Exactly what they mean when they say
Love can leave you lonely
Could you love me just, just a little less?
I swear, I swear | I’m telling you that that is what is best
Because
I can’t keep holding onto this
I can’t keep holding onto you
I can’t pretend that we’re the same
No matter what I say or do
I’m collecting starlight in your eyes
Drops of sunshine when you laugh
And there’s no more going back
It’s you; it’s you; it’s always been you
I can’t ask you to change who you are inside
But I deserve a love that burns like mine
Even if that means
I’m letting go of these
Drops of sunshine
This is always the way, isn’t it?
No wonder we didn’t want to love.
It hurt. It hurts, it hurts, it hurts.
You never matter as much to other people as they do to you, do you?
When are you going to be enough to make someone stay?
When are you going to be enough for you?
You can't make someone love you, you know.
Either they do, or they don’t.
You don’t get to choose.
You don’t get to make them stay.
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Видео, что я ждал в рекомендациях 7 лет
Who ever listen this legend in July 2024 ?
Piano Tiles 2😢
I wish the dreemur children see the surface in the end, but it's sad that they never will. They will end up forgotten, which is a fate they don't deserve 🤍❤️🩹
Beautiful ❤️ musical 💞
HOLY SHIT! 7 YEARS AGO?! WHERE DID ALL THAT DAMN TIME GO?!
oh you just had to be there
🥀😢
Anyone in 2025
Super spiritual music....I love that❤❤❤
Me
Im from 2024
Beutifu... ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ
❤❤❤❤
Relax song which i ever listen 😊make Millions wish
damn it has been 9 years already.
Eternity, where can I purchase this wonderful track? I would love to add it to my personal collection.
Akhirnya nemu 2 lagu yg aku suka di satuin jadi satu lagu 😊
It didnt reach the half of the song and Im already crying 🫂👏 I love this song great job
Whos here in 2024?
Yep
I listen to this when I. Bored, sleeping, washing dishes and sometimes in the bathroom for 3 days straight.
The best piano mashed up of all time 🎉
I like this art
This Is perfection's dreams
Damn this song makes me almost cry
good song
The soul gives you DETERMINATION ❤
Omg I love this song and voices ❤❤❤❤
Come To the land of the lost and lonely Don't Be Afraid we are all big family all freaks just you and me we are the freaks
Anyone from 2025
وقعت بغرام عالأغنية😫😫😫
0:57
Even i am crying after hearing that song 😭
play this when i die
can you put it on spotify?😢
can you put it on spotify?😢
..
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The fact this is 7 years old makes me feel old
Ye
❤ Love ❤ Love word
It's times like this that I really hate what the fandom did. All of those creators who loved and cherished their AUs and creation... leaving and never returning because oh what people did to them and their creations...
its so sad to see so much work and effort barely get any attention only 1.2k views within almost a year? and this channel has been going on for so many years and the only vid that got tons of attention was the undertale one witch was so lovely and its the same when it comes to all the rest of this channels videos i really do hope you come back and start uploading again and get the attention that you deserve for all this effort your putting in these songs and i am still not sure if you have any other social medias that you upload songs on but i pray the best good day now
❤❤❤ I came across this song from a remix from Reb3d the marble song. When I heard it I swear I no knowledge of this game or Lore I was listening to it thinking of a moment when a good guy who was battling a broken bad guy. It was a scene about Forgiveness
praying to jump to the parallel universe where this becomes the biggest thing ever
Who still listen in 2024?
Me!! 🎉
IM REPORTING THIS VIDEO….😠 THIS MADE ME EARS CRY AS MY NEART WAS HIT HARD WITH THIS ACOUSTIC MASTERPIECE 🔥🥹🗿😭🥺
Why report it when you can just listen and cry with all of us 🥲
@@SkylerFordwatts 🥹🗿😭🙏🏼
After 6 years finally youtube recommended it back again to me, i really hate why i forgot about this masterpiece
this brings me so much peace and comfort.
I still tear up every time I hear this song, it hits a little too close to home for me. The way that Sans never says "dead" during the chorus with Frisk, I can get that. He's in denial, he doesn't want to accept that they're dead. I kinda understand that. I still don't want to believe it. It's hard, ya know? I know they didn't leave willingly, but I still feel like they abandoned me. I know they didn't. But, I haven't been the same since. Just thinking about it makes my heart hurt.
2024 anyone?
ME
Here
Im here
HERE
Here
perfect